...4 u clare… my baby…

Hmmmm...my sweet clare….

 sometimes I feel sad bby…

about us, you, me… and every thing.

 I juz hate everything. We cant spend time 2gether …

 and sometimes it feels like we’re fading…

so many things are coming in between…

why is this so painful…I miz u sooo much….

Miss holding you,  kissing you… being with you….

Every night I dream of laying beside you, hugging you…

And u know…I feel like I,ve never loved anyone b4 you…

never this serious. Never this certain…

 I don’t love you of how you look like… but of who you are…

...Clare…

maybe im just crazy….

i cry myself to sleep sometimes…

even in the shower I cant help myself from crying…

coz I miz u so very much baby…

even though we live nearby…still, it feels so far away…

I’ve got to be crazy……

I dnt know… maybe I’m too serious about us….

coz I’m too concerned about what myt happen with you and me…

I really care about you… so much…

So much that I cant stop thinking about you…

I want you to be happy…

I hope ur happy with me...

sometimes i just feel like you deserve some1 better than me...

someone you cud laugh with...

and one who wud keep a smile on your face...

go out and hang around with, all the time...

sory that i say stupid thing sometimes...

thinking those weird thoughts...

i hate doing things that you dont like...

.........

i love you soo much baby...

there are sooo many things that i want to do with you...

too many to mention...

just think of the craziest things.... that we cud do 2gether...

..........(days past by).........

and then...

this monday nyt...

i did not expect we would ever do "it" on the phone,...

but we did...

and it was my first time ever do that...

i loved it sooo much... with you...

i feel a lot closer to you now bec. of what we did...

and when we're on it, i really feel you are right there with me...

loving me...

even though you're distant from me...

you made me really happy with what we did 2gther...

and i feel much better... hope you too...

i'm so crazy about you my baby... everyday...

maybe god put us in this situation...

... so we wud get crazy missing each other...

loving each other more, and stronger...

i thank him, for letting me be with you...

for making me ever meet you...

and to start falling in love with you...

i dont think i ever want to let you go...

what ever happens... you'll be in my heart

my baby...

i love you so much...

                         ...mwahh...

                                                            your baby: Roy